2018 Awards Eligibility & What’s Next

Ok, first off, I finally did the thing and made an awards eligibility post for 2018 on Twitter, but I’ll briefly recap it here.

For short stories, I’d like people to consider “Earn Your Breath,” which appeared in ep. 294 at Cast of Wonders. This is my short story pushing back against all of the judgment and ignorant-but-well-intentioned ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ commentary I’ve received since I was a child about my lack of desire for kids of my own. You know, those “you’ll change your mind when you’re older” and “you’re not a real woman” kinds of comments.

I’m also in my second and last year of eligibility for the John W. Campbell Award for Best New Writer, for those of you who will be nominating for the Hugo ballot. Hugo nominations open in early 2019, and if you’d like to nominate you must join Worldcon by December 31st.

If there is any space on your ballots I would be grateful for any consideration.

Whew, ok, that part is over with (it’s really weird to plug yourself)!

Been a bit quiet here on the blog as I keep muddling around with what sort of content I want to put on it. I do plan to do a reading recap of some sort post at the end of the month or early in January. Trying to do two reading challenges wasn’t the best idea, partly because I did so much non-challenge reading this year. I’m going to come pretty close to finishing on both lists, but am not going to make it all the way on either.

But, I’m very intrigued by Book Riot’s Read Harder challenge list for 2019.

I’ll have some more writing news to share in the new year.

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New Story + Where to Find Me This Summer

Big news! My #ownvoices short story about two fishkid siblings with differing views on adoption is up at Cicada Magazine! You should be able to read the story here.  Gentle reminder that though this is an #ownvoices story it is still a work of fiction. Also, I wrote this before my brother mentioned moving so that’s total coincidence 🙂

The 2018 SFWA Nebula Conference is coming up fast! It’s also my first time being on conference programming, so please excuse me while I flail about. My brief schedule is as follows:

Friday, May 18:

3:30 pm in Marquis C- The Joys and Hazards of Writing #ownvoices Fiction

5:00 pm in Marquis B- Language To Use When Writing and Speaking About Disability

I’ll be there all weekend and would love to meet up with my fellow SFF friends if you’re available.

From July 20-22, I’ll be on the programming for the Cascade Writers Three-Day intensive workshop in Tacoma, Washington. I’ll update when I have an idea of times/panels.

I’ve blogged about this org and the workshop in the past—it’s wonderful. It’s a smaller workshop that offers Milford-style critiques as well as both craft and business track programming. It’s a great way to build your writer community. Because of its smaller size, it’s easier to meet everyone and the vibe is a bit more relaxed. I found some of my critique partners here when I first attended back in 2015.

In August I’ll also be attending Worldcon 76 in San Jose. This will be my second Worldcon after previously attending Sasquan back in 2015. It’s a hugenormous convention and I’m excited to go and get my nerd on. Come say hi if you’re around!

Story News!

It’s alive, friends, “Earn Your Breath” is alive! Or rather, it’s “live” over at the wonderful Cast of Wonders. You can give it a read or a listen here. Look at that beautiful cover art by Geneva Benton!

I’m so excited and feeling all the feels over this story. It’s very near and dear to my heart, as a woman who has known practically since the womb that I don’t want to have children. There’s also an ass-kicking female lead, a knife fight, and platonic male/female friendship–all things I love. To everyone, but especially to women (and women-presenting), because I think we get pressured more than men on the whole “when are you/why don’t you have kids” thing (and all its variations), this story is for you.

So, a little history on how this story came to be. The rough draft for this was written back in March 2015. And, yea, lots of changes between the first draft and the final.

EYB pic

This story is a play on the simplistic writing advice “write what you know.” I’ve known since I was a kid that I don’t want to have children. I grew up listening to well-meaning adults tell me in a variety of ways that I’d change my mind once I was older. I haven’t. I dealt with people remarking that I wasn’t a “real” woman if I didn’t have children, people saying how they couldn’t understand why someone wouldn’t want them, people trying to lecture me because what if my future husband wanted kids? What a horrible girl I was, holding this hypothetical person back from something he apparently wanted.

So, I went forth into the world and made my intentions clear. I met my husband when I was eighteen, and I told him on our second date that if he ever wanted kids, if he thought he might ever want them someday, if he had the slightest hesitance because there was a shadow a of a “maybe” in the back of his mind, then we should break it off now. “We’re not getting any younger,” I said. “I’m never going to change my mind.” I was eighteen.

I wrote what I knew: a woman’s worth can be measured in more than just children.

I learned a lot in writing “Earn Your Breath,” and especially in the revising (very special thank you to Rachael K. Jones, for sending me the most encouraging personal rejection letter ever. I firmly believe that the story found a home because her pointed feedback made it stronger). It’s the second short story I’ve ever written, not counting little things written when I was a kid, and the first that I thought was a complete story. I’m very grateful it found a home with Cast of Wonders, and am honored that it gets to be a part of the Artemis Rising 4 issue.

Ibba Armancas does a wonderful job narrating it, and there’s a great discussion between the hosts of Breaking the Glass Slipper: Megan, Lucy, and Charlotte at the end of the podcast where they examine the strengths and weaknesses of the story. Please consider giving it a listen.

I head back out to Lake Quinault tomorrow for five days of writing in the rainforest at the Rainforest Writers Retreat. One of my goals while there is to get a reading recap post done since that’s something I’d like to do “consistently” (hahaha, consistency? Me? On this blog?).

And a last bit of news—my story “Fishkin,” an #ownvoices short story dealing with adoption and exploring what that means for an adoptee (who also happens to be a fish person because I’m a fish nerd and had to write a story with fish in it), is slated to come out in the May/June issue of Cicada Magazine.